The fact is I do not remember me in high school. Who I was, who people I thought I was, my friends, my feelings and my experiences are in a file hidden in a file somewhere in my hard drive.
Why should I bother?I need to find them - I only have flashes. I need to reconcile with my past to have closure.
From all I recall - those flashes - I was composed and frightened of showing who I was. So freaking frightened!
I grew apart from my friends back then, I don't have anyone to remind me the good or bad changes in my character. If I don't have a base of comparison I cannot derive the results of the process of growing up.
Am I better?Worse?Should I go back?Should I be considering going back?I am lost and I want to continue evolving but is it the right direction I am heading to?
Why should I bother?I need to find them - I only have flashes. I need to reconcile with my past to have closure.
From all I recall - those flashes - I was composed and frightened of showing who I was. So freaking frightened!
I grew apart from my friends back then, I don't have anyone to remind me the good or bad changes in my character. If I don't have a base of comparison I cannot derive the results of the process of growing up.
Am I better?Worse?Should I go back?Should I be considering going back?I am lost and I want to continue evolving but is it the right direction I am heading to?
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