Saturday, June 14, 2014

This Friday's catch: Delusional over omnipotence (παντοδυναμια) followed by delusional over weakness.

Delusional Over Omnipotence:
Being super girl takes a toll on me. Super girl mode includes social tycoon when going out, actually going out, multi-socialising with 2-3 different groups of friends in one evening and feeling I can do anything.
Delusional Over Weakness:
That is followed by the over weakness phase which is a feeling of helplessness, nervousness in social situations and a lot of self pity.

In the past months I tried to improve myself by increasing the super girl sessions but this has resulted in more severe weakness phases. I do not want to talk to anyone, I want to close up like a clamp and even stop breathing. Chunking up a bag of crisps looks like it is helping...

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